Im Lost

I feel like I'm totally lost.

I do not know which is the correct way for me..

I do not know what I want..

I'm scare..

ImIssU

我真的很想你。

难道说，你真的不会在主动找我了吗？

I hope it will happen....one day...

我最情爱的

我们已经不再是以前的我们，现在我们已变成人们最爱的口头弹：最熟悉的陌生人。

你说现在你想注重在工作上，你不会在理会所谓的情情爱爱。

我不成后悔过这段姐弟恋，反而也是它让我－最伤，最痛的一次。

没有所谓的后不后悔，因为是我自己放手一博。

这段感情，我牺牲了，付出了～我觉得我做到最好了。

可笑的是－我还是没能留住我们的爱情。

也许，我们的爱，真的没爱的那么深。

只是没想过，我们竟输在所为的"远距离恋爱"。

我知道这事情会发生，只是没想过我们尽然连一年都跨不过，

其实不到一年，不过是10个月而已。

你知道这10个月我多想你吗？你知道我一直在等你回来吗？

你或许不懂，你以为我变了。。。

可是你知道吗，往往你的信息来来去去都是那几封，你让我觉得我们好像没话题聊了。

往往你说：你累了，想休息。 好，我不敢打扰你。我知道你累。

你有否问问我，我在这过的怎么样。虽然我有家人朋友陪伴，可是我需要的还是你。你知道吗？

现在你一句：感觉不一样了。

你可知道我心有多痛。

可否告诉我真正的原因？为何这般忍心。。说走就走。

How are You

你最近可好？

最近的我，有点迷惑，好像失去方向感。

糊里糊涂的过日子，好像失去了灵魂一般～

人们都说，人生起起落落，不会一辈子都风平浪静。。。

也许我像他们所说－幼稚，长不大的女孩。

也许我真该出外去闯，不然永远只会在家人的怀抱里－没见识。

我不够独立，不会成熟的面对问题。。认真思考＝失败的收获。

人生的平浪起已过，现在是我的风浪起。

失去了你，失去了工作。。

Like what my boss said:

Last time you dumb people right? You dunno how's hurt feel.

This time he dumb you. Now you know whats hurt! 

Remember the feeling...

What's so call pain. 

 

看开

被爱，却孤独。

Since when, we had became stranger.

I couldn't believe these happen to us.

Everyone asked me to let go, I keep asking myself to forget about our past..

but why is it so hard...

Jesus.. I just can't let go.. I just can't forget..

I just miss you like hell.. Wtf..

Hey gal, you'll get hurt.. Why are you so Fxx silly..

He had no feeling towards you anymore..

Stop being idiot..!!!!

Useless.....

what a joke

Seems like I'm the one who think that we will get back together,

I'm the one who think that I just need to give you some times..

maybe you have not make up your mind.....

Seems like I'm wrong.. 

What a joke, I'm the only who wish for it...

You are really heartless..

Not to said that I can't get a better man,

Is just because I have you.. Thats why.. 

I just do not want to have another man.

I just want to be with you...

Use to

Whatever I do, I'll think about both..

But now I'll need to learn to stay alone.

Maybe you've been use to be alone since last year.

And now .. is my turn to learn.. how be live without partner. 

I just notice that, my age growth, but I'm still that childish.