seems like

I wanted to text you, but I do not know how to start.

Seems like you do not want to text with me anymore..

Maybe, like what you said.. feeling...no longer the same.

Maybe my text to you is nothing..

Maybe my care to you is useless ...

Maybe I'm not the one you need to be with..

I have lots of thing wanted to share with you..

but like what you say: nothing will change..

I do not want to made you feel annoying..

I really do not know who to express to...

My dear.. I really do not want to let go..

I just want to be with you...

Miss You

No matter how much I miss you, I do not know where to express it out.

No matter how hurt I was, I keep forcing myself, not to text you.

I do not want you to hate me... I do not want to made you feel irretating.

I was thinking.. will there be another gal who's gonna replace me...

Will she going to replace me..texting you, accompany you, joking and doing silly things with you..

I keep telling myself, I need to trust you.. what you need is just times.

I do not want to let go..

Why can't we go through the problem together,

Why do you just let go my hand........

Do you know how much I love you,

Do you know how hurt I am...

Do you know how my heart shiv in the night...

Do you know.. I miss your hug and kisses... 

Unbelievable

I really can't believe this happen to us.

Do you know that I really miss you.. I really love you.

Maybe you will not remember my blog anymore, maybe you will not care bout my status anymore.

But I really hope, you will come back to me one day.

I do not know since where your feeling towards me no longer the same,

I do not know whether this is the truth or not, the answer is with you.

What you told me, I'll believe.

Im thinking, if I care bout you more, If I text you frequently, will this things happen to us?

Do we really can't go through the problem together?

I just hope you will come back to me...

But I do not want to force you, I do not want you to hate me, afraid about me.

I try my best, I give you times...

But how long it will takes? 

Dear, I miss you... 

Cny

Everyone enjoying their cny...

But why am I feeling nothing during this cny? 

Lolxx... 

Bored. 

People going back hometown, reunion with family.. But why I'm just like doing nothing this cny.

Oh yea, maybe I'm over relaxing at home. 

过去，现在～

偶尔，都被遗忘。

...

Another week to spend my time with, 

Do not know what will happen within a year.

Check mark

I'm just letting out my emotion, things that unhappy happening around me on my personal profile. 

What's the matter? 

I never mention who or where or when at all. 

Just get few likes and someone said I had a trouble and ask me to delete it. 

Yea, maybe I'm brainless. Never thing bout what's gonna happen after I post it out. 

But, don't you think you had check mark into the seat?