Wednesday, November 7, 2012


Posted by Collette Beh at 10:44 AM 0 comments

Just tell me how yoU feel and I Will tell yov mine ! 
Do Not keep anythiHg from ME! PLEASE!

No secret betweeN Us!

lf you luve a Person, let out your feeling, Share your things.. Why do you want to keep?!

Shy to share with the person you love?
Or there's no trust between both of you/us?


Thanks for the necklace.. ♡♡

I just love this picture.. ♥♥

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Get it?

Posted by Collette Beh at 7:35 AM 0 comments

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

You're not me

Posted by Collette Beh at 7:21 AM 0 comments
Sometimes we need to do what we need to do.

If you keep silent, I'll maintain silent too.

I'm sorry,
Don't expect too much from me,
what you get back  is DISAPPOINTING,

What you do not know because You're not me.

Saturday, October 13, 2012

My Holidays end

Posted by Collette Beh at 8:45 AM 0 comments

My 2 week holidays ended so fast.
Got to get back to work this coming Monday.
Need to tidy up my holiday mood,
Urggggg... Get my butt up and back to work.

Do enjoy my holidays,
But I don't think I get enough of rest.
Gahhh... I need more holidays~Please!!

Why am I so lazy~~~
Hu.. That's me. Lolxx

Saturday, October 6, 2012

Present n future tense

Posted by Collette Beh at 9:13 AM 0 comments

Not sharing, it just because do not know how to express.

When it's over, it really mean Over.
No matter how hurt it is,
No matter how hard you try to get back with,
When you love someone, n someone do not love you back...
I know that's really hurt,
But is really time for you to let go.

No matter how sweet it is during the past,
Past tense mean past tense..

Is time to learn present tense n future tense.

I'm sorry

Posted by Collette Beh at 6:55 AM 0 comments
I shall not..
I don't want too..
But I can't control my heart, and I just view it~


I'm guilty, I feel sorry..
But, I can't control it.. I'm sorry..

Everyone said that, No one get to replace, He's the only one..
Can I say that's bullshit??
Yes it is.. when there's someone leave, there's gonna be someone ENTER.

Trust me, there is.

Thursday, September 27, 2012


Posted by Collette Beh at 8:26 AM 0 comments

There's no right or wrong,

only the feeling goes wrong.


World war 2..


Thursday, September 20, 2012


Posted by Collette Beh at 8:11 AM 0 comments

Sometime it might be your "opinionated".

You don't really know what exactly I'm thinking.
You might misunderstood or maybe misconduct..

Don't so fast judge a person,
maybe you don't accept my explanation..
Maybe you think yourself are mature enough, where I'm not.
I do accept your advice and I'm appreciate it.

Tuesday, September 18, 2012


Posted by Collette Beh at 9:11 AM 0 comments

No matter how close it be,

Once it split,
There's just stranger between them.

Monday, September 17, 2012

Posted by Collette Beh at 8:07 AM 0 comments

Don't judge me if you don't know me well.
Only Judge me when you think yourself is 100% better than me.

Im not perfect, so do you?

There is only one and the only Collette, No other.You can't act like me, I can't act like you either.
and I can't follow how you want me to be.

I don't need to act, or pretend to be someone else, where I don't need your attention, I don't need you to like me. Im not an actress, I don't need fans.

I wouldn't appreciate your fake attitude against me. 

Tuesday, September 4, 2012


Posted by Collette Beh at 9:13 AM 0 comments

Times fly,
Everythings happen with reasons..

I'm glade,
we go through it~

Suppose to be 123

Sunday, July 29, 2012


Posted by Collette Beh at 10:17 AM 0 comments

Don't feel sorry when thing has past..

We get to gain new knowledge from people we knew, from things that we had been through..

We learning new things from our daily life..

So do LOVE?

If you never get hurt in love,
which mean,
You'll never know how to love.

I love you.
I miss you.

Treasure memory

Posted by Collette Beh at 6:55 AM 0 comments

Things that made us unhappy,things that had past, things that you can't really sort out or solve it..
Just let it go.

Treasure whatever you have right now,
Treasure whatever you want to treasure..

Let it be, let it go naturally..

Is useless to hold it..
since you can't really change it..

Good memory we just keep it to ourself..
We can't delete everything,
Memory always are the greater thing in life.

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

No worry

Posted by Collette Beh at 10:20 PM 0 comments

Never regret of what you had choose n decide.
As long you're happy with it.

so no need to worry.
Everything decided by me..
I'm the one who write my own history..

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Is over

Posted by Collette Beh at 7:07 AM 0 comments
Tiny little brainy..
stop thinking where I really can't  take it anymore.

Should be happy..Should not be guilty..
Is useless because it can't change anything and is already over..

Glad to know..Glad to notice..
life should goes on~

Past, present,future..

Posted by Collette Beh at 4:27 AM 0 comments

Forget bout the past, treasure present and future..

That's what man think.

But how many of us able to do that?
Where past mostly is memory..
Is there any delete button where I can delete everything..

treasure present..
Plan for future..

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Posted by Collette Beh at 5:19 AM 0 comments
so, that's the one?

congrats ~

Friday, June 29, 2012

I am

Posted by Collette Beh at 10:55 AM 0 comments

I'm afraid of being alone..

I need people to comfort me all the time..

I'm lack of independent..

I always need someone to stand by me and support me..

I need someone to let me rely on..

I'm not the one that you wanted me to be.

I‘m not that perfect like what you expect me to be..

I'm just an ordinary person..

I'm not an angel, not a super star..

If I can't be the girl that you expect for,

I'm sorry..
Because I'm just being myself..

I can't pretend to be the one that you want..
That's not me.

Wednesday, June 27, 2012


Posted by Collette Beh at 11:24 AM 0 comments

I could be everything you need,
Say, what you want to hear.
So don't say sorry.
how long I have to wait.

I could be everything you need.
change,if you want to see.
So, don't say sorry,
Baby take me away.

sorry, baby so sorry..
oh baby can't you see,
What you can do for me,
You know what you mean to me.
Sorry, I can only say the sorry.
How do you think I don't care.
The only thing I can say is sorry..


Posted by Collette Beh at 10:27 AM 0 comments

<p>Trust??! Fuck!! </p>

The only one that you can trust is youself!!

So what if I trust and you don't really even give a shit on me?!

Explain is not because someone don't trust you,
Just wanted to know the real story before others had change the real one.

Fucking idiot..

Saturday, June 23, 2012

It's okay to be IN LOvE, aGain..

Posted by Collette Beh at 7:24 AM 0 comments
Never Break Four things in YOUR life;
Trust, Promise, Relation and Heart.
When they break, they don't make noise but pain a lot.

然后有一天, 你回到一个人的世界。


小声的告诉它: 好了, 不准再哭了, 因为我快撑不下去了..

总是处理不好自己的爱情, 所以总是把自己给甩的很狼狈。

明明知道结局会把自己搞的遍体鳞伤, 但就是愿意放手一博的我..

选择你所爱的, 爱你所选择的..

Love me When I least deserve it because that is WHEN I really need it. 

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Posted by Collette Beh at 7:35 AM 0 comments
I want a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot and sexy,

When they call you:

Hot- they only look at your body
Pretty- they look at your face
Gorgeous- they look at your cloth
Beautiful- They see everything

I want a guy who calls you back when you hang up on him,
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

The boy who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world,
Who think you are pretty without makeup,

The one who is constantly reminding you of
How much he cares about you and 
How lucky he is to have you~ 

Sometimes the people whom we've known for only a short amount of time,
have a bigger impact on us than those we've known forever... 

But, I mean who would be in love with me?
 That's stupid... 


Posted by Collette Beh at 6:51 AM 0 comments

My dream was to grow up,
But now, I don't want to grow up anymore.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Posted by Collette Beh at 8:09 AM 0 comments
That's what people always say..

It's easy to be loved by someone when you are at your best..
The proof of real love is the someone who loved you at your worst.. 

Posted by Collette Beh at 7:54 AM 0 comments
Just enjoy the life~
N just forget bout all those shit!

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

NO~!! F**

Posted by Collette Beh at 6:56 AM 0 comments

Gain weight again.. Shit!

Well, need to enjoy my life~
Hang out with friends, Gossip with the gang..
Drink with them, sometimes club with them~
Shall we go for vacation? X)

Aaa.. that's what we so call~  life..

Even couples they do need FREEDOM~

everyone have their own lifestyle~
they have their own friends, own habits, own topics..
we can't ruin their lifestyle~
we can control them either..

You enjoy your life, I'll enjoy my life..

♥ ♥ ♥

Posted by Collette Beh at 4:06 AM 0 comments
Don't let anyone tell YOU who YOU should love and who YOU should not.
Only YOU should decide what's best for YOU. ♥

♥Don't love the person who enjoys
with u...!!
Love the person who really suffers
without you...!!

The pain of real love can never be defined!!! ! ♥

❤ 愛情底線

Posted by Collette Beh at 3:28 AM 0 comments
如果你心裡有別人了 講清楚、我退出

如果你對別人有感覺 講清楚、我退出

如果你不想愛了 我放棄

如果你心裡還有我 請忘了別人、對我好一點

如果你覺得對不起我 而放棄愛別人、這樣的同情我不要

如果你從來就沒愛過我 要麼你滾、要麼我滾

Have you found your heart's missing part...?

Posted by Collette Beh at 3:10 AM 0 comments
A boy prosed his girlfriend for marriage,

Girl: Tell me... who do you love most in this world..?
Boy: You, of course!
Girl: what am I to you?
Boy: The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said "u r missing part of my heart"
She smiled,and she accepted his proposal.
♥ After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while.However,the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems...their life became difficult.All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to drift away their dreams and love for each other...The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became make their relation
more worst.

One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house....
At the opposite side of the road, she shouted,
"You don't love me...!"

The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, said,"May be, it was a mistake for us to be together..!
You were never da missing part of my ♥ ...!"

Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while.... He regretted what he said but words spoken cant be taken back. With tears in her eyes, she went home to pack her things and Before leaving the house, she left a note for him:
"If I'm really not da missing part of ur ♥, let me go..n search for sum1 whu is...It is less painful this way... let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners..."

Five years went by....
He never remarried but he had tried tofind out about her life indirectly..... . She had left the country and was living her dreams. He use to regret on what he did but never tried to
bring her back.. In the dark and lonely night, he lit his
cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart.

He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her.....
One day, they finally met.... At the airport, He was going away on a business trip .
He saw her,She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them. She smiled at him gently.

Boy: How are you ?
Girl: I'm fine. How about you... Have you found your heart's missing part...?
Boy: No.
Girl: I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.
Boy: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back...You know my number.... Nothing has changed.

With a smile, she turned around and waved good-bye..
"Good-bye . . ."

Same evening he heard of a plane crash which was headed to New York.He tried to know about her and found that,She died.

Midnight..... Once again, he lit his cigarette..... And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart.... He finally knew, she was that missing part that he had carelessly broken . . .
Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury.....
Most often , the outcome is disastrous and fatal at tyms....
We take out our 99% frustrations at our loved ones....
And even though we know that we ought to"think twice and act wisely", we actually dont do it.

Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control.
Try not to hurt ur loved once,bcz a moment of anger
cud b a lifetym punishment...

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

If only I know how to drive

Posted by Collette Beh at 9:37 AM 0 comments
If  only I know how to drive..
I don't need to depend on other to fetch or drop me..

I can go wherever I want..
I can go home without seeing the time..
I can fetch my friends, I can drop them home..
I don't need to wait them to fetch me.. or wait them to drop me home..
I can go home whenever I want to..
I don't need to disturb anyone..

I'm F** useless even I had a license,
but I don't know or should say I dare
I'm really useless.. F** useless~
I really don't want to depend on other people~
I really don't want to make people get in any trouble..

I just hope that I can be more independent..
Can do everything by my own..

Should get myself a car..
Should earn more money..

Just hate myself so much..
I'm such a chicken.. such an idiot..
such a F** useless bitch~

Monday, May 28, 2012

Do You?

Posted by Collette Beh at 10:42 PM 0 comments
IS there a moment that while you turn on your Facebook,
the first thing you do is to search for me.. to see whether I'm on line or not?
View my profile, look for my latest update?

DO You feel touch and happy,
and smile like an idiot  while you receive my text?
IF there is one day,
I wouldn't text you, din't contact you for whole day...
Will you worry about me? Will you look for me..
Will you take the initiative to contact me?

IF I JUST, or suddenly disappear..
Will you still remember me? Will you miss me?

Is there any second, any reason..
that makes you really want to protect me?

Posted by Collette Beh at 10:33 AM 0 comments
I fell to you like no one business,
I fell to you like you're the only person in this world..

I can't control my heart, where it already grab by you..

Please don't break it,
cause it broke before..
it heal, but it is not the perfect one anymore..
its scratches everywhere..

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Posted by Collette Beh at 5:37 AM 0 comments

No one holds me down like you do, sweetheart
You keep doing that, I'll keep doing this
We'll be all right in the end
Trust that
We put the us in trust, baby
Let's go!

I don't care what you're after
As long as I'm the one, no
I don't care why you're leaving
You'll miss me when you're gone

Is there any safety box that I can keep my heart safely..
so that no one can steal it from me.. 
no one can break it into pieces.. 

If You Love~

Posted by Collette Beh at 3:39 AM 0 comments
If you love somebody, let them go, 
for if they return, they were always yours. 
And if they don't, they never were.

Being in a relationship is not an easy thing
It requires effort and commitment of both partners
One person can’t carry it alone. 
There should be a mutual attraction,respect, interest, compromise..
When one of these factors is missing
be ready for trouble.

Saturday, May 26, 2012

I'm okay

Posted by Collette Beh at 6:55 AM 0 comments
  There is always some truth behind: Just Kidding
           Knowledge behind: I dunno
            Emotion behind :I don't care
     Pain behind: I'm okay~


                                                           Smart girls open their mind, 
                                                           Easy girls open their legs,
                                                          Foolish girls open their heart.



                                       I SHOULD START PRETENDING LIKE NOTHING EVER                     HAPPENED BETWEEN US.. 

so call "ThE GaMe Of LoVe".

Posted by Collette Beh at 12:11 AM 0 comments

We started from stranger after that we became friend,
From friend, We started to flirt and we became couples..

From lovers, we develop trust, have confident with each others..
After we trusted each other, we get to comprehend and have the intimate
knowledge of one another..


We don't really know a person well when we 1st met them..
It take time to build up  friendships or relationships, trust, confident~

We wouldn't tell a stranger our story~



How many girls you had flirt with,
How many girls tend to get your misses and love..

perhaps,probably, maybe,should be, it could be...


That's so call "ThE GaMe Of LoVe"..
We need to know HOW TO PLAY,

Friday, May 25, 2012

Posted by Collette Beh at 6:12 PM 0 comments
My fault,
you're right.

Everyone think that you are the victim,
you are the sufferer...

I deserve it.. 
even if I get hurt..

Monday, May 21, 2012

Fake and Hurt

Posted by Collette Beh at 3:24 AM 0 comments
Its hurt to keep all the unspoken words I didn't finish telling you.
I was too upset and now I don't even know if  I want to tell you still.
Knowing that you probably don't care anymore.

People bullshit and fakeness are why I usually like being alone. 
Who do you trust when no one seems real anymore? 

Be careful who you tell your problem to,
because 99% are happy you have them... 

I'm sick dealing with fake people.. 
They say their your friends..
But their action tell you different.. 

Sunday, May 20, 2012


Posted by Collette Beh at 6:12 AM 0 comments








女人 太认真你就输了

Love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it

Posted by Collette Beh at 4:42 AM 0 comments
You may not be the first, the last, or the only.
I loved before I may love again. 
But if I loves you now, what else matters? 

I may not perfect - you aren't either, 
and two of us may never be perfect together,
 but if I can make you laugh, 
cause you to think twice, 
and admit to being human and making mistakes,
hold onto me and give me the most you can. 

I may not be thinking about you every second of the day,
but I will give you a part of mine that I knows you can break - My heart. 
Don't hurt me, don't try to change me , 
don't analyze and don't expect more than I can give. 

Smile when I makes you happy, 
let me know when I makes you mad, 
and try to miss me when I'm  not there.

I am good, but not an angel.
I do sin, but I am not the devil. 
I am just a small girl in a big world trying to find someone to love.

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. 
I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst, 
then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

Treasure what you have.

I hope that I'm special for you,
I wish that I'm different from all girls you had be with. 





Friday, May 18, 2012

Posted by Collette Beh at 3:23 AM 0 comments
Once it started, it either sink into sweetness or pain.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

So, You think a Girl is a control freak?

Posted by Collette Beh at 8:10 AM 0 comments
Boy:I broke up with her.

His Best Friend:What happened?

Boy:She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend:What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good,
always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend:So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes
locked on her? She wanted you tosee that you have the prettiest girl
under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy:Oh.. Well..
She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling
me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend:So,you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she
cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy:But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly
mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend:So,you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just
wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy:I.. Well! You know,
she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so
annoying! I had to hide it from her.

His Best Friend:So, you broke
her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? Shethought you
were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even
more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I

Boy:Well, she..

His Best Friend:You broke up withher
because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s
broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy:I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend:You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could.
You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S
what happened..

Wednesday, May 16, 2012


Posted by Collette Beh at 8:12 AM 0 comments


Sunday, May 13, 2012

negative effect

Posted by Collette Beh at 10:04 PM 0 comments
When I'm just a little girl, 
I've been brain wash by You. 

Everything that though by You, mostly negative effect. 
Failure marriage, Forsake by man..Third party.. 
I can feel the pain when I saw your tears~
Helpless, Hopeless, have no choice but to accept.. 

You have no one to talk with,
therefore, I'm the only listener, 
You told me everything, 
I don't really understand, because I'm just a little kid. 
But I can still feel your pain~

Therefore, Now~
is really hard for me to trust a man.

Where, Now~
is really hard for a man to trust a girl. 
Posted by Collette Beh at 7:29 AM 0 comments
I'm sorry. 

I'm making everyone around me so unhappy.

I just don't know how to express it out..
I'm sorry.. 

Next time, 
I'll just keep everything to myself..

The author

Posted by Collette Beh at 6:28 AM 0 comments
No relationship is ever waste of time. 
If it din't bring what We want, at least it taught us what we Don't want.
Is my own life,
It depends on myself how I what it to be,
I'm the author..

Saturday, May 12, 2012


Posted by Collette Beh at 4:51 AM 0 comments
The person that you care the most,
is the person that you'll let hurt the most.

I guess, when you said forever,
you meant until you found someone better.

NO worry, I promise that I will take care myself.

Friday, May 11, 2012

Posted by Collette Beh at 7:45 AM 0 comments
I just feel that I'm so silly and useless.. 


But that's me... 

Wednesday, May 9, 2012


Posted by Collette Beh at 6:56 AM 0 comments
You would't know, how much I had Fell for You.

You would't know, what I'm afraid of..

You would't know, what is bordering my mind..
where myself don't really know as well..

You would't know, how I really Feel right now..

Once I fell,
I wish that I'm the only one for HIM..


Posted by Collette Beh at 6:49 AM 0 comments








Tuesday, May 8, 2012


Posted by Collette Beh at 5:31 AM 0 comments
Maybe I'm Over You
Maybe I Found Someone Else


Maybe I'm just a Great Liar.

Trust is like a mirror

Posted by Collette Beh at 5:24 AM 0 comments
Trust is like a mirror, 
once its BROKEN
you can never look at it the same again. 

People ask me: Why is it so hard to trust people?

If you want me to trust, 
show me that you are deserving of it. 
But if you hurt me when I don't give it right away, 
you will lose my trust as well as my respect!

I'm sorry for what I did before, You know the reason why I did it.
And yeah, I messed it all up, and we all make mistake.
I had no idea what I was getting myself into,
but anyway I just wanted to say I'm very sorry! 

Now, its too late and we can't go back. 
I'm sorry, I can't be perfect. 

Monday, May 7, 2012

That's so call Relationship

Posted by Collette Beh at 4:31 AM 0 comments
A lot of relationships end because once the person has you,
they stop dong the things it took to get you.

Doesn't Matter

Posted by Collette Beh at 4:17 AM 0 comments
It doesn't matter who, but everyone has a dark time in their life.
I think that everyone has at least one thing from the past they want to bury.
We all got scarred n wounded during our life's journey.
The healing process takes time.
As we go through life's journey,ultimately what we value will be personal contentment,
satisfaction in ourselves, integrity, happiness, inner peace n independence more than anything.
If someone breaks your heart, just punch them in the face.
Seriously, just punch them in the face and go get some ice.
Just wanted to let you know,
If you're offended or dislike one of my updates please comment or message me,
and I will completely change who I am or What I like just for YOU.

NO =)

Friday, February 10, 2012

Bear Words

Posted by Collette Beh at 7:45 PM 0 comments
Feel my words...

and YOU will know HOW I FEEL.


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