Tuesday, September 23, 2014

My

Posted by Collette Beh at 4:51 AM 0 comments
How you live, is all depends on your own.

No one know how's it feel, and no one will give you a hand, they might just waiting the circus show.
They just treat you as a clown.




There's lots of job vacancy out there, but there is non of it that you're interested in....

Glad thAt there's still phone call coming in.

This shows that your resume is strong enough to support you.

You, start from bottom, how much effort you have put in to climb up till this position...and suddenly just end up loosing everything.

No regrets.. This is what yourself choose to be.


自己得笑看人生。
不是让笑看你的人生。





Monday, September 8, 2014

幸福是需要经过一番磨练的。。。

Posted by Collette Beh at 7:46 AM 0 comments

“感情又不是想放就能放下的。要是你全心全意的喜欢过一个人,你就知道这是什么滋味了。”

这种滋味怎么会不懂?

曾那样全心全意的爱过,也曾那样刻骨铭心。

这个名字,深深的烙印在心里。曾以为,这辈子都无法放下这份爱情。


世上没有放不下的东西。只看你想不想放下...

别再折磨自己了。

男女之间不仅要讲缘分,更重要的是时间的磨合。

“一见钟情,只是被对方出众的外貌所吸引。只有朝夕相处久了,才能沉淀出最深厚的感情。

Friday, September 5, 2014

Good Bye.

Posted by Collette Beh at 2:44 AM 0 comments
Has been a month we have be apart.

Is kinda weird feeling. Not really actually.

We have seperated for 10 months before this, that's why....
Use to it.
Just that this time we are not texting each other, where... Maybe you're texting some else.


You enjoy your life, and ofcause do I.


I am who I am, where, you are no longer you.

Good Bye. 

You are totally out from my life. 


Monday, September 1, 2014

失忆

Posted by Collette Beh at 4:43 AM 0 comments
I do expect something special happen, but I know.. I should't have expect too much.

I know, it will not happen. 

Is just what I wish, but I know it would not come true. 

Maybe what I need is time. 

Time will cure everything n time will show everything. 

我真的受伤了。
还偏体鳞伤了。
如果我能失忆就好了。


Thursday, August 28, 2014

0408

Posted by Collette Beh at 10:45 PM 0 comments
04082014, our relationship ended up so suddenly.

All our friends was so surprice, so do our parents.

You really do not care about me anymore,
 you never text me anymore, so do all my status and blog.
Sometimes I saw you was online, I will ask myself, who will you chatting with.
Even your whatsapp... who r u chatting with?

Why do I still want to care,
since you are so cruel, you can just let go like this...
you never ever care about me. why do I have to care...


Tuesday, August 19, 2014

Im Lost

Posted by Collette Beh at 8:39 PM 0 comments
I feel like I'm totally lost.

I do not know which is the correct way for me..

I do not know what I want..



I'm scare..




Friday, August 15, 2014

ImIssU

Posted by Collette Beh at 10:39 PM 0 comments
我真的很想你。

难道说,你真的不会在主动找我了吗?


I hope it will happen....one day...


Thursday, August 14, 2014

我最情爱的

Posted by Collette Beh at 11:38 PM 0 comments
我们已经不再是以前的我们,现在我们已变成人们最爱的口头弹:最熟悉的陌生人。

你说现在你想注重在工作上,你不会在理会所谓的情情爱爱。
我不成后悔过这段姐弟恋,反而也是它让我-最伤,最痛的一次。
没有所谓的后不后悔,因为是我自己放手一博。

这段感情,我牺牲了,付出了~我觉得我做到最好了。
可笑的是-我还是没能留住我们的爱情。

也许,我们的爱,真的没爱的那么深。
只是没想过,我们竟输在所为的"远距离恋爱"。
我知道这事情会发生,只是没想过我们尽然连一年都跨不过,
其实不到一年,不过是10个月而已。

你知道这10个月我多想你吗?你知道我一直在等你回来吗?
你或许不懂,你以为我变了。。。
可是你知道吗,往往你的信息来来去去都是那几封,你让我觉得我们好像没话题聊了。
往往你说:你累了,想休息。 好,我不敢打扰你。我知道你累。
你有否问问我,我在这过的怎么样。虽然我有家人朋友陪伴,可是我需要的还是你。你知道吗?
现在你一句:感觉不一样了。
你可知道我心有多痛。

可否告诉我真正的原因?为何这般忍心。。说走就走。

How are You

Posted by Collette Beh at 12:59 AM 0 comments
你最近可好?

最近的我,有点迷惑,好像失去方向感。
糊里糊涂的过日子,好像失去了灵魂一般~

人们都说,人生起起落落,不会一辈子都风平浪静。。。
也许我像他们所说-幼稚,长不大的女孩

也许我真该出外去闯,不然永远只会在家人的怀抱里-没见识。
我不够独立,不会成熟的面对问题。。认真思考=失败的收获。
人生的平浪起已过,现在是我的风浪起。

失去了你,失去了工作。。

Like what my boss said:
Last time you dumb people right? You dunno how's hurt feel.
This time he dumb you. Now you know whats hurt! 
Remember the feeling...
What's so call pain. 
 

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

看开

Posted by Collette Beh at 7:22 AM 0 comments
被爱,却孤独。

Since when, we had became stranger.
I couldn't believe these happen to us.

Everyone asked me to let go, I keep asking myself to forget about our past..
but why is it so hard...

Jesus.. I just can't let go.. I just can't forget..
I just miss you like hell.. Wtf..

Hey gal, you'll get hurt.. Why are you so Fxx silly..
He had no feeling towards you anymore..
Stop being idiot..!!!!

Useless.....

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

what a joke

Posted by Collette Beh at 5:22 AM 0 comments
Seems like I'm the one who think that we will get back together,
I'm the one who think that I just need to give you some times..
maybe you have not make up your mind.....

Seems like I'm wrong.. 

What a joke, I'm the only who wish for it...

You are really heartless..


Not to said that I can't get a better man,
Is just because I have you.. Thats why.. 
I just do not want to have another man.
I just want to be with you...

Monday, August 11, 2014

Use to

Posted by Collette Beh at 5:56 AM 0 comments
Whatever I do, I'll think about both..
But now I'll need to learn to stay alone.

Maybe you've been use to be alone since last year.
And now .. is my turn to learn.. how be live without partner. 

I just notice that, my age growth, but I'm still that childish. 


Sunday, August 10, 2014

Another day

Posted by Collette Beh at 11:18 PM 0 comments
We have been apart for 1 week.

What am I expecting? Lolxxx..

You said you will be going to Qatar, as friend ofcause I will wish you good luck.
As another person, I will said: please take care, I'm always here, keep in touch and do uddate me your status. Text me no matter what.. let me know whats going on, text me if you need someone to talk with.



Qatar is different from Maldives..



Maybe over there, you will get another one that can share your story with.. Maybe you have your friends.. 
But ofcause, if can, I would like you to share with me only. 




Nobody knows... 

Take care my love one. 

Update again

Posted by Collette Beh at 1:03 AM 0 comments
Seems like I'm gonna updates my blog frequetly this few days.

I do not know where I'm going to express my feeling.

Still have to look for job, to stop myself being a human that without spirits.

Read all the blogs I posted few years back, I saw one post..

If he do not have feeling towards you, you have to let him go..
Forget about the past, and look for your present and future..

What a joke... 
Hello...
Since when I posted that.. Yea, that post is for the ex...
LOLXXX...

Wake up dude..
Seperated is not such a big deal..
You still have to live!
There's a better one waiting for you..

bla bla bla...
let go la, is yours mean yours...

Is easy while you just bla bla bla, is hard for you to do it! 

Ding dong~ding dong~ what a ding dong bell...

Buuuuu~

I'm not sure how many blogs I'm gonna post in one day.



Saturday, August 9, 2014

seems like

Posted by Collette Beh at 9:18 PM 0 comments
I wanted to text you, but I do not know how to start.

Seems like you do not want to text with me anymore..
Maybe, like what you said.. feeling...no longer the same.

Maybe my text to you is nothing..
Maybe my care to you is useless ...
Maybe I'm not the one you need to be with..

I have lots of thing wanted to share with you..
but like what you say: nothing will change..

I do not want to made you feel annoying..
I really do not know who to express to...


My dear.. I really do not want to let go..
I just want to be with you...

Miss You

Posted by Collette Beh at 7:30 AM 0 comments
No matter how much I miss you, I do not know where to express it out.
No matter how hurt I was, I keep forcing myself, not to text you.

I do not want you to hate me... I do not want to made you feel irretating.

I was thinking.. will there be another gal who's gonna replace me...
Will she going to replace me..texting you, accompany you, joking and doing silly things with you..


I keep telling myself, I need to trust you.. what you need is just times.
I do not want to let go..
Why can't we go through the problem together,





Why do you just let go my hand........

Do you know how much I love you,

Do you know how hurt I am...

Do you know how my heart shiv in the night...

Do you know.. I miss your hug and kisses... 


Unbelievable

Posted by Collette Beh at 1:48 AM 0 comments
I really can't believe this happen to us.

Do you know that I really miss you.. I really love you.

Maybe you will not remember my blog anymore, maybe you will not care bout my status anymore.

But I really hope, you will come back to me one day.

I do not know since where your feeling towards me no longer the same,

I do not know whether this is the truth or not, the answer is with you.

What you told me, I'll believe.

Im thinking, if I care bout you more, If I text you frequently, will this things happen to us?
Do we really can't go through the problem together?

I just hope you will come back to me...

But I do not want to force you, I do not want you to hate me, afraid about me.

I try my best, I give you times...

But how long it will takes? 



Dear, I miss you... 

Sunday, February 2, 2014

Cny

Posted by Collette Beh at 8:06 AM 0 comments
Everyone enjoying their cny...

But why am I feeling nothing during this cny? 

Lolxx... 

Bored. 

People going back hometown, reunion with family.. But why I'm just like doing nothing this cny.

Oh yea, maybe I'm over relaxing at home. 
 

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